Love is just a painful game. But once u know how to control it, its just a easy game.
Learnt to let go already. 爱太痛了 , 我舍不得 our love. 101208
Also love my BAOBEI gans!
Chiobus, PBBDM}C.Karwei, QinaiBendan}Leanne.C, KukuassWaifee}Priscillia.F, ForeverSister}Eleaner.C, Lovely}Wanyi, PreciousJie}L.Tingyan, Nuers}Tiffany.W, Y.Lina & DearestMarmie}Michelle.W.
And everyday life goes on like this,
Do you ever think about me....... Do you ever cry yourself to sleep....... In the middle of the night when you awake....... Are you calling out my name......
Forget him Forget his name forget his face Forget his kiss, His warm embrace Forget the love that you once knew Remember he has some one new Forget him when they played your song Remember when you cried all night long Forget how close you to him Remember he has chosen her Forget you memorized his walk Forget the way he use to talk Forget the things he used to say Remember he has gone away Forget his laugh forget his grin Forget the dimples on his chin Forget the way he held you tight Remember he's with her tonight Forget the time that went so fast Forget the love that moved its past Forget he said he'd leave u never Remember he's gone forever
&!Saturday, January 17, 2009 ;|
5:12 PM
Hello. Im back to update my dead blog cos of qinai :D She lor, col me to update so i update. Anyway, thx alotalotalot uh qinai ! For cheering me up & help me alot of things. That was the answer i expected eh? LOL, nice. Anyway, i also wont sad loh. I said alr, i alr learnt to let go of everything. So everything was fine eh ? Laughs! & dont sad le lah qinai. Cheerup too! Everything will be okay de. Takecare k. Anything can tell me. Im willing to lend my ears & shoulders for you kays! Meet up real soon qinai :D Darling. I miss you lah. Why u just now online awhile then offline alr? I morning online then offline at 2plus. You 3 offline. Zzz, i 3.01 online sia! Hais, cant chat with u agn. Sobs lah, so long bo see you alr loh. Misses eh. Keyi nice bo? Jiao name. But i like it, lol. I dunno lah, suibian lor? Can my suspension faster come? So sian in schl without darling. But gt joey.t pei me lah. :D hoho, camp was fun & nice but also bad & terrible. We kena caught eh. Then liddat lor . Thenthenthen. Dragonboating was fun cos we capsized!! Nice one baby. Laughs. Still gt alot of things la. But nevermind, we sleep at doom? So noisy but windy. Haha .! Anyway, i'll stop here okay. Takecare lots ah all! :}
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3:38 PM
Yo. Im back(: Not funny lor. Laughs!! Sian-ed. Today is 100108 leh. Know wat date ma? Dunno hor? Nevermind laaaa :X Last year most of my stead is on 10th sia. Cute lor :} But nevermind alr. Its over! :D Just smile lah. Im NOT sad okay. & my ganlaogong not shannon alr, he's my ganpapa now ;D laughs~ watever! woah, he become more strict siol. Anyway, ps. I really, cant accept u. I need time ba? Or wont stead le. I know u very good. But now for me, i think be single better .! Anyway, sec2 camp is on mon to wed. Lalala. Playing murderer at night with lights off. Girls is sleeping in doom? Whats that.? Idk , anything lor. Its a place bahx. Room?? Heh, sure fun. :D I go make u guys cannot sleep. Darling, at night we go toilet k. Latelate night hor. (: (: (: Woah, nowadays i keep laughlaughlaugh! Abit sotsot le, nevermind. Laugh better than cry rights ? I promised myself & her. I wont cry for boys agn . Im just wasting my tears. Isit worth? Maybe some nia. Ha. Actually, 我舍不得 this 爱 but nevermind. We still friends uh? :) 爱太痛了 , ha. Stop here ba. Takecare all okay. [: Laughs!!
&!Saturday, January 10, 2009 ;|
11:03 AM
Single is the best, i think .?
Sorry , i've changed all the things in my blog. I mean some. LOL(: We brokeup already, 050109 . Hahaha, we still friends la. No worry man!! :D But i still miss our memories but i've learnt to let go eh? So now, everything has change. Lols, im happier? Anyway , im okay already .! Laughs.
Today in school, math lesson ma. We keep laugh dao mad luh! Mr lee's class. :} Laughs , he keep disiao nizam then they keep talktalktalk. Whole class keep laughlaughlaugh lor! Funny man. (: (: (: (: (: Okay la. I have been guai in school bah? No trouble, nothing. But ytd got one case. Sad lor, hais. I mean not about me but is about my darling. Cheebye sia, she cried. So damn cute lo! Hahaha. Wait, isit ytd or the day before? Cant rmb lah cos gt SSTM:) Thats why eh. But she rocks. Then on that day she need go report so me & wanyi lo. We damn funny i tell you, we slack at 4tou ma. Then after that went 6tou. Slack, she called huangliang. He said he in school. Then cos wanyi 3.30 need go fetch brother ma. So she called huangliang agn at 3plus? Then he said he still in school! LOL! Then after that i told wanyi, its alr 3.33pm uh. She chuatio cos her phone time slower abit mah. Then we ran to school there, halfway saw huangliang. Then we all walked to take bus, then near the traffic there, gt bus but alr reach the stop so we couldnt make it. Then after 1min liddat gt another bus then we chiong! Manage to get up bus? All very hot. Then they two at bus keep ask each other same ques. I laugh dao.. They also laugh!! Its so damn fcuking funny lor. (: Laughs. Till here okay. Going to bathe. :D
&!Thursday, January 8, 2009 ;|
8:09 PM
F.UCK seh. ninabu ccb, wad happen to me agn huh? biatch . i tot i say i would mia from blog, fs & msn? yet i onlined, posted blog & login to fs. fuck siol.
baby: bi, the first time u jio me then i tot u was like joking only cos i that time liked the person is 253742 . but he told me u jioing me. then i was like huh!?!?! okay then, i say we trytry lor ? then after that, we stead le. then u told me we would last all those. i trust you. but i is like.? haiyo. i now love you alotalot lah. idk u gt change the feelings for me annot ?! got then jiu tell me lor. then we jitao break la? then i dun need sad what :D hias. you said , even if we break u still would ask me for patch de . but wat if is u break with me? you would still ask me for patch meh ? hiaya , watever lah. sun qi zi ran lor ? but baby, now all i can say is . : i love you alotalotalot. really, how i wish to be back to those times. when we were at yishun park tgt at night? ha. (: so cute that time. anyway, our 1month is coming eh , ;D 101208 the only date for me to be with you, two person. but idk u want to come with me annot lor. hias, i now write in blog u also wont come see le. i write kamlan ehs? siaopeh /: watever sh!t lah . dun see also better cos dun need see my blog, its so kns :} hehe, & i'm kohhhhh's forever okay .? cos i love him lotlot! sob sio, you cant msg me! hp bo lui): fcuking sad sia, so long bo sms already .! actually bi ah, i gt sumting want to say siol. i feel that our relationships are drifting uh? ytd at 661, u keep with ur friends then i with them. after that, we go cut hair nia u jiu bastard me liddat go home ?D: hais, or maybe is i bastard u first? aiya, nevermind already okay . let things be normal so everybody would be happier~ laughs! i sososo miss you. ytd u only talked to me one sentence?? "you okay annot, dont go school la." liddat nia, D': aiya, suibian you okay . no matter what, i still love you k! (: let this love last forever please. & baby, i tell you first okay. no matter wat happened to this relationship, i wont cry eh. i promised myself & karwei i wont cry! sad is of cos but i wont cry. i dunwan to be the 2008 me. hope u wont let this relationship hurts. but if u like other girls already then tell me lor. ha, i help u jio them okay. but must break with me then i help u k. (:(:(:(: smiles baby. i hope everyday after school can meet you. 100109 is on sat sio. i very scare i cannot go out, but i also dunno you want go out with me annot . if u never jio me out that day i jiu stay at home lor? okay , thats all i can say. :} takecare bi & when u topup hp le, msg me okay.? i love you baby.
lols, then ytd went to cut hair nia, tio kan till liddat. wtf siol . nehneh lah /: ccb. ytd im so fan, alot ppl tell me alot different things. ): anyway, my new class is 2Displicine~ takecare all, till here :}
&!Saturday, January 3, 2009 ;|
9:59 AM
FCUK THIS WORLD. I HATE MYSELF. WHY AM I BORN TO BE IN THIS WORLD. WHY AM I POSTED TO BE IN NORTHBOOKS. WHY IS MY 2008 SO KNS. FCUKFCUKFCUK! FCUK YISHUN THAT MAKE ME LEAVE THE BAD MEMORIES. FCUK 2008 MADE ME CHANGED ALOT. FCUK EVERYTHING! FCUK THAT LIE & PROMISE TO ME . D: HEH, I YTD CRYCRYCRY. CRY ALOT BUT WATS THE USE? NO POINT EH . AIYA, NOW EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED. HAHAHA! I'VE CHANGED MY BLOGLINKS. EVERYTHING HAVE CHANGED. (: ANYWAY, IM GOING TO MIA. SCOLD ME ALL YOU WANT BA. I DONT CARE ALREADY & IM NOT GOING DOWN YISHUN ANYMORE. UNLESS SCHOOL TIME. HEHE, MY PRECIOUS GANS IN YISHUN. TAKECARE OKAY. DONT JIO ME GO YISHUN ANYMORE . ANYTHING COME WOODLANDS FIND ME :D YTD WHEN I AT WOODLANDS INTER, I THINK ALOT. REALLY ALOT. (; I KNOW ALREADY. I NOW EVERYTHING ALSO DONT CARE LE . I WANT TO CHANGE EH :} BE A GUAIGUAI GIRL. HOHO ;D WONT BE POSTING ANYMORE. TAKECARE ! 2009 WILL BE A BETTER YEAR FOR ME & EVERYONE :D
&!Thursday, January 1, 2009 ;|
12:51 PM
I'm so tired now. Cos its so early now. D: Bcos laogong say today morning chat in msn lor. Made me so early wake up ! I 2plus sleep leh. Aiya nvm la~ Heh, (; So the sian siol ): Okay nvm . Aiya later cannot go out agn. Fcuk lah . Ccb , everyday stay at home like wat seh? Zzz. Aiya, i later go my hse there slack lor ? Find t.sister ba! :D i want ride bike to meet her la. Nehneh, sibeh long bo ride bike already siol (: Scare later buang. Nevermind , im not that noob. :} Even buang also must buang with car ma . So dont need stay at home! Hoho ;D K lah. Till here eh , update later if i got go out lor . (:
&!Wednesday, December 31, 2008 ;|
9:19 AM
Haiya , ytd hor. Aiya, nevermind. D: Anyway i send to my friends not to msg me . But now can already cos my phone never get confiscated. Er, ytd 8plus reach home ma. Late meh ? Tmd you, need give me attitude isit ? I only late come home wat , bigfcuk ah? Knn, then after that so the cheebye suay lah . :X tio caught. Heh, fcuker. Ytd when we were tgt, it was so the fun lo? HAHAHA! Your superduper cute lah. Nehneh, too bad. I scare i dont have the chance to ahem* again. REALLY FUN OKAY, but suay la. Tio caught. _l_ sehs. I told ur alr, my father last time also gt play before so if i kena scolding, he'll check me one . Nehnehkukubird sia , then liddat loh? /: mummy took the wood stick then beating me. Aler, i dont care already la. Dont go out dont go out la, like i care? Sorry darling D': thx for ytd. You made me feel so. Aiya, i know u really treat me as ur darling~ & ILOVEYOU. HOSHI & KARWEI }DARLINGS FOR LIFE, PBBDZ/M; ILY. Really, thx! (: woah, ytd play till sehseh one. But it was fun la? Hehe. I at 804 bus knock my head sial. Then after that i jiu awake already? Lols. Anyway, i now alr know who really care for me & who only act nia. Darling ah, watever u do. I'll support you & be beside you. Remember our meeting. Iloveyou & really i do . Omggggg , im gonna kisiao uh! :D Cos i love & miss my karwei too muc-h!! When i got my freedom back, we go out tgt alrights. Takecare when im not with you okay. Loves you , PBBDZ/M} Forever one .! Ha. (:
&!Tuesday, December 30, 2008 ;|
11:29 AM
Hello :D Today hor, i whole day went out with mummy. Haiyo, it was sian but she bought a shirt & shorts for me , so the happy? Heh, (: then went to ahma's hse . Stay at there awhile then eat dinner, after that jiu go home alr. Before go home, mummy bought us to amk hub. I bought my school shoes & we went to buy dinner for bro then went straight home ! Now just reach home, i bathe already (: Hias, darling faster online .! Want ask u sumting sia. Quickquick & imy~ lols. Takecare all, i go audi le bah. :} Loves
&!Sunday, December 28, 2008 ;|
9:12 PM
Hubby ah, it's okay if we not same class, we same sch bodoh! No wonder your name call x'bodoh. Haha, love die you leh. I want meet up with you again leh. remember we at mrt hold hands ? -.- Lmao, love die you. (: last long with your BABY hor. (: He bully you, tell me :D I make sure he hor chia long si ah .
&!Friday, December 26, 2008 ;|
1:18 PM
Er, i'm going sec2 NT eh. Then priscillia is going to retain. I'm sorry! I never want to pangseh u de, hias. Maybe i same class as karwei? & although we 2 different class, i'll go ur class look for you one. If i same class as karwei then we both will go look for you de. (; Ha, i love you. & merry xmas but its a late one :D Last long hor. <3
Heh, later going town with sister! I'm gonna go shopshop ;D Buy bag, shirts, shorts? Ha :D Maybe lo. See how much $$ i have. (: Back from town then continue with my posting okay .? Loves ! :}
Updated @ 1.32pm/27.12 :
OMGGGGG~ This photo is like? I'm a man sia. Lols, cool bo? Man bo? LOL ;D I abit sotsot already. Lol, ytd go bugis with sister lo. OMGGGGG /: some kind of broke already? Ohmyfcukinggod .! Then bought bag, & boyfriend shirt? lols. Wear alr so cute siol, cos like twins . We everything buy the same one ma, colour also same! Haha, cute dao. I so ps loh, ppl keep looking. Zzz. Then we reached yishun at 6plus liddat. Then pei her eat, & liddat alr, she need go home. Then pei her go wait bus, after that i took 812 to safra there find them. Then liddat loh? At there huhu & play. So funny one. After that 9plus liddat, daddy called. OMG, i ans . Wilson them keep disiao. Zzz. Sua, i go behind ans phone. After that darling need go reached home at 10pm sharp. Then we 9.50plus walk to her mother shop lo. I & hubby then she & somebody? Lol sia, i keep laughlaugh. Heh, funny. After that i called them to stay at karwei's mother shop then i walked to kathib mrt loh? Reach home at 11plus. Then father dun let me use com. F.C.U.K.! Lol, then liddat lo. Ytd quite fun lah? Hoho ;D & i dont think today will be going out. :D Byebye, i go upload & edit photos alr. (;
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12:59 PM
Merry x'mas hubby. (: Last long horrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !
&!Thursday, December 25, 2008 ;|
7:59 PM
MERRY X'MAS TO ALL :D hohoho. stay happy & havefun! takecare all :}
Updated @ 1.26am :
Hoho, merry xmas la. late one already, :D i miss him D': hee, (: tml going town ba. wanting to meet hubby tml seh. hope can lo ;D imiss alot ppl ): er , i suddenly feel like? aiya, idk la. sob . hias, sian. chatting with charbor on phone now :} very long never chat with her alr, [: haha, just 1hour only. k la, i go chat alr. takecare & nights ;D } TXGF - x.bodoh :}
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3:43 PM
Shit! already pass 12midnight means.. zzz. its the next day post already. stupid sia! okay, today went out at 11plus. nothing much to say actually uh! F3 , sian. morning when go meet them, kena disiao-ed by them? ha. (: stupid seh . then today's training only awhile. :D then 5plus liddat go back cwp by taking cab! omggggg :X then, 6plus liddat went back to yishun again! meet wifey loh. then we go slack awhile . hee (: took one pic nia ): sob sehs. then liddat lo? i with my stead them till 9plus liddat. after that jiu go home loh. reached home at 10.30pm. (: now uploading pics & sending songs to phone lo? haha! okay la, till here. nitex!
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12:17 AM
PRISCILLIA HERE. :D Aiyo, you go also nevermind. He won't do anything to you de. Trust me baby. He only like fierce liddat, what can he do to you? Scold you or beat you? Don't worry lah. He's just playing. Fond of playing only. Anyway, already past alr. Still say so much. Kns, lol. -.-"
&!Tuesday, December 23, 2008 ;|
10:58 PM
Hello! PRISCILLIA here. Click my name is you dno me. I come back s'pore ytd. Hoshi ah, I miss you leh. You're the first person, that I tell you. Don't say anymore le, is over already. (: Bcos I at plane sms you liao. Rofllll. I miss you lah. Gan dong mah? LOL. Actually I wanted you to come fetch me also? I mean, before I go vietnam, but you pei eleaner go escape. Hah, than nevermind. &, the sms really is kevin & Jimson write de. They disiao de lah, don't mind okay. & about the trust thing. Don't say anymore le, is over already. (:
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10:05 PM
haiyo! today again. whole day stay at home D: sob siol , actually planning to go cwp at 7plus liddat find nabil one. then my mother la, dunwan go! _l_ la, made me stay at home , somemore i already prepared lei . nehneh siol . hais, tml gt bball loh. 2-5pm then at night go celebrate with them maybe? see they want anot lo. dunwan jiu sua la. :} I WANT GO ESCAPE AGAIN SIOL D': it was really damn fun one uh. woah, today afternoon i watch tv then fall asleep ma, i dreamed siol . it was scary one uh? hias. told hubby about it, lol. then we chatchat loh. (; hiax , i find that wifey like hate me liddat siol. i just dunno why lah . feeling loh? hmm , nvm. she hate me i also can do nothing. just hope she dont hate me can already .! :} ha. anyway, i going mapling uh!! tag me lei , aiya. suibian lah. lols. (: maybe after mapling then update okay? l-o-v-e-m-a-n-!
Updated @ 2.50am :
Lols, daddy bought me a new phone .! i love him lotlot! (: lols. then now busy changing & transfering things to new phone lo. somemore later need charge 8hours siol. OMGGGGG! till tml 11plus bah :D thx nich for sending me songs too! :} nitex all, takecare.
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8:32 PM
hohoho ;D today going escapee la! :} sibuey happy okay, lol. i come back will post one! (: ha, today dunno why so early wake up siol. LOLOLOL! :D anyway, gonna go bathe then get ready alr lo!! :) happyhappy la. i 3days never meet hubby already sia .! maybe today after we come back , i go yishun awhile lo. meet him lah! [: k la, i stop here. i come back then post okay. we'll take loads of pics one . hahaha! takecare all, havefun hor .! byebye (;
Updated @ 11.53pm :
kns can, o.o
we took it at whitesand toilet? last time go with nuer also that toilet. hee, (;
sister took it for me siol, my back view lah (:
exciting game la, but we were relaxing :D
sisters pbt huh! :}
Ha, today took de pics . actually still gt alot but deleted alr? sorry lo! ha. (: thanks sister for pei-ing me today the whole day .! we played the pirate ship so many times lo, & alot ppl sia. zzz. we keep sit the end! it was damn fun one lo . sister abit scarescare la, but she also say fun. at last then she not scare alr. woah, today i first time sit siol! so fun lo, not scary at all la, please lei. hehe :D we also gt play one round of wet & wild or wild & wet . lol, same lah. /: anyt lo . then we go in huanted house 2times. at first i was scare cos i never go in before but ending i alr not scare lo! fun de okay , hee! (: after that, we 7plus go take train. 8.20pm liddat then reach yishun. then i continue my journey loh. to cwp. then went to tz. seesee, nobody at pumppro there. only alfred. watever! then, went to buy fries to eat. ha! (; then go back. played one round of pumppro. okay la. gt improve like last time alr. walanehs, i damnn fcuking cold at tz lo, idk why i keep fadou . really sia! omggggg . stupid loh. they all slp alr now. sian! D: nvm lo, i go bed alr. stomach freakingidiot pain sia. ): nights, sweetdreams & bye! (;
&!Monday, December 22, 2008 ;|
7:43 AM
ha, (; nabueh, ytd slp 4hrs nia. haha! waiting for hubby's msg. fell asleep at 3plus liddat then wake up at 5.05am. dunno why seh, then i keep turn here turn there, till 6am then sleep. 8.15am mummy col me wake up! ccb, i just sleep lei auntie. just bcos of the stupid fotang la. fcuking tired la. now come home already lo. hoho! :D tml going escapeeeeeee with sister. i said alot times already hor .? ha, nvm lah! :} i'm waiting for hubby's msg from ytd till just now. he finally msg me ! ahaha, happy la (: after that he say he go home tonite then msg me cos phone no bat mahx :] i say okay lo. hais, need wait for his msg agn, LOL! i tonite slp early for sure one if not scare cannot wake up .! i slp at 1am lo. hehe. tml dont late !! i want go escape la! play longer better ! :) hahax , all exciting de games fun siol, lol [: k la. update agn tonite okay? loves ah. (;
Updated @ 7.15pm :
lol, today never go out . ha, (; tml maybe early wake up then go meet lina first lo then go meet sister. omg! im so excited siol (: sian, my blog tagboard is like dead de. everyday one person tag nia. hais, sob lo. today ate alot beehoon huh. hahaha! k la. stop here! i want go sms , watch tv & msn chat alr. blogging is so sian-ed lo, LOL! actually is okay lah [: I'M BORED!
&!Sunday, December 21, 2008 ;|
1:53 PM
sorry hubby .! today never go meet you all. lol , ha. (: today went cwp slack. nehneh, i fail alot songs. dunno why sia. knn, i deprove alot . i nowadays never go there slack liao. ha ! saw brother & his brother in lift , LOL sehs. ha (; then liddat lo. i think later never go cycle alr. :D going out lah. lols, update when im home okay? <3 I'M SORRY HUBBY.
Updated @ 12.04am :
ha. (; i'm back home la. 1 hour ago just reach home (: i so miss my laogong lo D: hais, today went to find nuer them after that around 9plus meet mummy go eat supper with daddy , bro & sis then we went home. we go macperhson eat. ha, saw LWJ & alot tangzus there. lol sia, i think he never see me. i also dunwan him to see me later kp here kb there, LOL. now so sian, just bathe finish lo? my fs is like dead liddat? ha .! :} tml need early wake upppp. going for some kind of chrismas party?! o.o with them lo. sure fun one .! tml wear babyblue de skinny & one tee will do. hoho, mon going escape with sister! (: sibuey happy. long time never go already lei . ha, (: we meet at yishun mrt lo. <3 lah! mon i wear tee plus shorts ba? need bring extra clothes annot huh? wait, i ask sister first :] too badddd . bo reply. sua, i think dunnid lo. :D i wear my slogan tee. (: white de , more cooler. ha, (; im gonna play till mad cancan. will late go home. wed , 24120 going celebrate chrismas eve? maybe with hubby them lo? heard that bball 2pm start. so i think will end early somemore is the last training already . so happy lah! (: haha. hoho. hehe. siaosiao one me :] sua, k la. now go give nuer comment :D cos she also gave me! [: i love her lotlot can .! ha, muacks & bye :}
&!Saturday, December 20, 2008 ;|
5:21 PM
I've learnt to let go of everything,
HOSHI.L'
X.bodoh ;D
Siaosiao thirdteen. ):
Im just any ordinary person that loves to laughs, eat, shout & cry :D
& also, 4664926's my loved. For life! I just dunno why i love him but i've learnt to let go of everything. (:
Leaving those sweet memories behind, 101208. Although im not his any longer, i'll still rmb our memories.
我舍不得 this relationship that ends. But it alr ends. (: Laughs! Now loving, PBBDM}C.Karwei, QinaiBendan}Leanne.C, KukuassWaifee}Priscillia.F, ForeverSister}Eleaner.C, Lovely}Wanyi, PreciousJie}L.Tingyan, Nuers}Tiffany.W, Y.Lina & DearestMarmie}Michelle.W.
Nothing much, what i want u cant give.
I want :X
To be 4664926's agn. }Talking corks, impossible lah.
Let love be my sweetest game Sec2camp faster comecome!
No more rubbish case.
Everybody to be happy everyday & laugh everyday :D!
Have back my freedom life .!
No more quarrels anymore, please?
Those piercing .
